Settling in

Settling in. Settling is a funny word. Getting my attitude right has been difficult. Maybe made more so by all the studying I've been doing about personal growth, laws of attraction, consciousness, and alignment. Making having a positive outlook imperative. But it's not always possible. I keep feeling like it's my freshman year of college and it's pretty shitty because everything is new and just not falling into place (yet) and that can be okay but also because it has to be until It improves. I've started to feel better remembering that I'm just traveling, I'm just here exploring and trying something new. Takes so much pressure off of it. So I can just bugger off whenever I feel like it maybe sooner maybe later except for that one small thing of funding my travels. Everything worked out perfectly in that I got my first paycheck right as I was pretty much at the bottom of the tank. Now that I know what I'm bringing in I can do a budget of my bills and what I spend every month annndddddd look at that they're exactly equal. So I won't be saving I just also won't be hemorrhaging money anymore. Hemorrhaging? How can that be the way that word is spelled? Who was responsible for that? But on the bright side I just got a car! A pretty little red Audi A4 and it was cheap as! My sweet friend Adam helped me find it and buy it and he drove it up here for me. Thank heavens for him. Really so good to be able to get around besides walking. And I worked a night at this cool event center in town and hopefully I'll be able to continue doing that. Until then gotta start bringing sandwiches to work instead of spending $13 on quiche and salad everyday. Can't be living like one of those fancy New Yorkers who buys lunch all the time.